Its been a year and a half since i called it quit! yes, I quit, quitting of someone whom i called my life! i reckon an old saying goes " A quitter never wins, A Winner never quits" but would it be fair enough to quit on someone, whom i knew for a fact that winning the game could hurt me more? Its so ironic on fighting for someone you love, but the one your fighting for doesn't even fought back! rather, he turns to be your weakness and fighting on what you believed in will only digging your own grave.
As i pulled the historical vacuum, and trying to decode the manuscript of my past, all i got is memories, memories that makes me chase more and more, those days we were, those days that i never thought it wouldn't end, those days that i thought forever is not a word but a life time....
Indeed, time really flies and all things must come to an end, like a sand castle slowly being sweep away, and all that left are traces of that castle used to be, and so as our 4 years and 11months, no matter how i tried to save the relationship, but all of them were all crap.... there are times that i told my self the "what if's" but, i know those if's would only brought tears to my eyes eventually....
- to be continued-
winsel 2012
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